you would think i would have learnt my lesson. clearly not. but don't worry this is the last time. i will never get attached to anyone, anything or place. they eventually leave and destroy your insides. places change, people grow up and things they don't last forever. this way its easier, this way i don't get hurt. im still sad but hopefully i wont be as sad and the hurt won't last as long. clearly i dont deserve nice things. i probably never will. but thats ok i just want everyone else to be happy.

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p.s 500 days of summer delightful movie!