you would think i would have learnt my lesson. clearly not. but don't worry this is the last time. i will never get attached to anyone, anything or place. they eventually leave and destroy your insides. places change, people grow up and things they don't last forever. this way its easier, this way i don't get hurt. im still sad but hopefully i wont be as sad and the hurt won't last as long. clearly i dont deserve nice things. i probably never will. but thats ok i just want everyone else to be happy.

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p.s 500 days of summer delightful movie!

why she says shes on her own, awful sick and tired of the game-kings of leon

oh hey thanks for using me

yes its summer soon and its definately put a spark in my step. i cant wait. i cant wait.

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finally i am feeling so incredibly inspired and happy. i know this wont last long but im embracing it while i can. like right now sitting in my room theres a beautiful glow all around me as the sun is setting. and from the oven i can smell a glorious spinach and mushroom quiche ready to be devoured and washed down with a glass of sparkling pink wine.

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im glad i met you maurice you made me feel a little special even if it was for one night i know u were using me: stealing my coins, eating my pies but i let you get away with it: just this once though. next time you can buy me a vegemite scroll ;)

and peter know that i will miss you when you leave i still respect you even though you treated me like a ragdoll.

these words are long and complicated for anyones mind but my mind feels better for sharing with the world.

x