today i don;t care, i don't care about tax returns i don't care about cleaning the house i don't care what i eat if i eat, i dont care if there the light cigerettes or the rich ones, i don't care about studying i don't care about art i don't care about fashion i don't care which beer i like i don't care if you think about me i don't care if i end up alone i don't care about the weather i don't care if i work the 6.30 shift i don't care about whats on tv i don't care if i'm invisible. i just care that i don't care because i'm worried that somehow this is just a dream when i wake up i will care and you will care too.

as bloc party say
this pain won't last forever*so sorry to depress the readers
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