today i don;t care, i don't care about tax returns i don't care about cleaning the house i don't care what i eat if i eat, i dont care if there the light cigerettes or the rich ones, i don't care about studying i don't care about art i don't care about fashion i don't care which beer i like i don't care if you think about me i don't care if i end up alone i don't care about the weather i don't care if i work the 6.30 shift i don't care about whats on tv i don't care if i'm invisible. i just care that i don't care because i'm worried that somehow this is just a dream when i wake up i will care and you will care too. 
as bloc party say this pain won't last forever
as bloc party say this pain won't last forever*so sorry to depress the readers
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2 comments:
Oh, wow, I feel like this too. I think many people try to be numb, to not feel everything they do actually feel. And when you are convinced you do not care, you do care about suddenly feeling every pain you have supressed for so long.
I hope you feel better soon!
and now
I say:
how are u?
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